yes,
u din see dis wrongly,
i'm at home all day...

was supposed 2 go out
n i was looking forward 2 dis day...
but i dunnoe whether smth cropped up or wat,
it was cancelled in de end...

pretty disappointed,
cos i was too prepared for de day...
haiz,
wat to do?

today was so bored,
staying at home rotting,
watching tv,
staring at my PSP,
sitting in front of my desktop...

juz 3 words 2 summarise my day...
EAT,
PLAY,
SLP...

time flies
n de yr has come to an end...

as said by my siblings,
de secondary school life was
de most memorable period of one's lifetime...
n now i realised dat
its so freaking true...

did lots of things which were my 1st-times...
1st time working,
1st time having a class chalet,
1st time not enjoying de wonderful moment of xmas,
1st time applying for ATM card
n many, many little things

2007 was especially fruitful n meaningful yr for me,
not only dat i tried different things,
but most imptly,
i haf lots of gd friends
n i cherish them a lot...
well, dats another "1st time"
lol...

anw,
my resolution for 2008:
1) to get into a poly course dat i like
2) to be less dependent on my parents
3) *to be kept in my heart* (hehe... dun tell u leh...)

change of topic,
work is still as tiring as b4,
esp. de days rite b4 my off days...
confirm muz make me work like a bull
den they willing to free me...
*ROARS*

n yes,
b4 i forgot...
I GOT MY VERY OWN...
PSP!!!
lol...
so random,
but paiseh lah,
my mind is in semi-conscience now
*yawn*

well,
dunnoe whether today go out anot,
my dear friend,
cheryl,
din tell me any further details,
n juz told me 2 apply leave
either on de 29th or 31st,
which i did...
n nth like lor...
dumb dumb...
*opps*

i realised i stop having dinner at home
for almost 2 mths?
how i miss home-cooked food...
everyday eat at anchor pt,
if not in de restaurant,
so freaking bored lor...

anw,
going off now,
gonna get some slp =)

work is so tiring...
tot of quitting but
muz be persistant mah...
要吃得起苦...
rite?

well,
juz wanna share smth wif everyone...
i actually washed more than 150 cups
within 2 hrs
on both sat n sun...
impressive, huh?
lol...

not toking too much now,
really exhausted,
but juz wanna share a song which
i currently like it very much,
i love de lyrics esp.

anw, enjoy de song...
hope ya ppl like it too...

lol...
its been SO long since i last blogged...
haf been working for 9 consecutive days,
quite stressful n tiring,
but at least my colleagues r friendly
n funny at times...

thinking back,
my life now is pretty lifeless instead,
only 4 things going thru everyday:
1) wake up
2) work
3) go home
4) slp
DATS ALL!

lol...
well, i haf 2 do dis
for de money :'(

anw,
today is my off-day...
so i'll be staying at home for de whole day,
except ltr when i'm going 2 make my ATM card :)
n slp, slp, slp, slp, slp!
lol...

well, dis is wat my feeling is now...
gonna start work on monday at anchor pt,
n its making me freaking nervous,
cos i so freaking suay 2 work sumone
who my siblings call her a devil or bitch
as they had de experience...
well, looks like i gonna suffer real soon...

anw,
i've been digging out some oldies
after zi yang sang his so-called "heavy metal"
in de class chalet...
lol...
n i found dis classic!
ONE OF MY ALL-TIME FAV. IN DE PAST!

hope u ppl enjoy dis song...

THE DAY WE FIND LOVE

Isn't the first time
Won't be the last time

Don't you worry, I don't mean to make you sad
My tears will soon be over
With your conscience clear for a new life ahead
Don't be sorry, I really need to hear the truth
But the only thing I'm asking, 'cos I need you to
Remember me, as the only one who set you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, it's never too late

[Chorus]
'Cos I know, this isn't the first time
It won't be the last time
I surrender my soul
'Cos you're always, keepin' me waitin', anticipatin'
The day we find love once again

I won't give up while there's a glimmer of a chance
A dream that's never ending
Inviting love and a perfect romance
A burning passion, oh baby you're my destiny
But the message I'm receivein', is your through with me
But I'll be there, even though you tell me you don't care
How could you forget the times we've shared
Don't throw our love away, you know it's never too late

[Chorus]
'Cos I know, this isn't the first time
It won't be the last time
I surrender my soul
'Cos you're always, keepin' me waitin', anticipatin'
The day we find love once again

Remember me, as the only one who set you free
Maybe time alone will make you see
How deep our love could be
No, it's never too late

[Chorus]
'Cos I know, this isn't the first time
It won't be the last time
I surrender my soul
'Cos you're always, keepin' me waitin', anticipatin'
The day we find love once again
This isn't the first time (The day we find love)
It won't be the last time (And I need you one more time)
Keepin' me waitin', anticipatin' (The day we find love)
This isn't the first time (The day we find love)
It won't be the last time (The day we find love)

I'm in love with a girl, and she's you,
And I know this time that it's true,
So unique, so complete,
Unlike any love there's been,
And the loneliness I felt has gone,
Cause I know you care,
And I swear I won't let you down,
As long as you want me around,

Wherever you go, whatever you do,
No matter how far, take my heart with you,
Whenever you need, however you choose,
If ever you leave, take my heart with you,
From the moment you wake,
Wherever, whatever,
No matter how, just take my heart with you...

Sometimes love, though it hurts, I must say,
I wouldn't have it another way,
Though I've lost, this time I've won,
Cause look what our love has become,
Some people never find what we have found,
They look to the past, think it won't last,
But that's the mistake that we haven't made...

Wherever you go, whatever you do,
No matter how far, take my heart with you,
Whenever you need, however you choose,
If ever you leave, take my heart with you,
From the moment you wake,
Wherever, whatever,
No matter how, just take my heart with you...

Take my heart with you,
So that I can be with you,
You know my heart
Can't be apart from yours...

Wherever you go, whatever you do,
No matter how far, take my heart with you,
Whenever you need, however you choose,
If ever you leave, take my heart with you,
From the moment you wake,
Wherever, whatever,
No matter how, just take my heart with you...

juz got back from my class (4B) chalet,
feeling as if i will drop dead at any pt of time now,
but i still make de effort to blog 1st
while everything is still fresh in my mind...

DAY 1 (04/12)
met everyone at CCK ctrl station in de afternoon...
on de trip to aloha changi,
those wif PSP (including me, but PSP not mine, i borrowed from alan)
play PSP...
those w/o PSP chat lor...


at tampines MRT station,
me, jean le, wiely n jill took a cab down 1st,
cos we were supposed 2 collect de BBQ stuff at 4pm,
yet we were late...
so haf 2 rush down 1st...


shortly de rest came,
n met de ppl who came earlier 1st
ppl like WX, tian jun, derrick n joan...


though evryone had arrived,
we were stuck outside de chalet
cos we dun haf de keys 2 go in,
it was wif miss ng...


when miss ng came n opened de door,
everything commenced,
n we started off by starting de fire for de BBQ...
it was a freaking difficult task man,
de wind was really strong
so de flames kept going off...
it took us quite some time juz 2 get de fire suitbale for cooking,
all thx 2 miss ng who actually helped us big time...


everyone of us had a great fun cooking food,
eating,
playing guitar,
singing etc.


after de BBQ,
a grp of us went out for de game of frisbee,
n we played "monkey"...
slowly more n more joined in,
de atmosphere was full of laughter...
den we changed 2 some childhood games e.g. iceman
n i cant believe we really enjoyed it very much,
everyone had lots of fun...


miss ng din stay overnite,
so we were on our own...
n we did all kinds of activities...
dere r ppl playing outside,
ppl playing PSP,
ppl watching TV,
ppl playing mahjong...


time passed
n everyone started showing signs of being tired,
but we juz din wan 2 slp...
we were in de room,
everyone squeezed in 1 room
(juz 2 save cost on de air-con, lol)
wif de lights off,
trying 2 slp
but all sorts of stupid things happened,
e.g. everyone laughed when MK snored (sry, MK),
james lying on chong ren 2 take back his place...


slowly,
it became a complete silence,
everyone fell aslp alrdy,
except for some like me n jill...


for me,
i went downstairs
n played PSP...
n de rest i forgot alrdy...
lol...

DAY 2 (05/12)
bad weather man,
raining like nobody's business...
so everyone was trapped inside de chalet...


we were split into 4 different gangs...

1. slping gangs
no nid elaborate...
purely slping

2. TV gang
inclusive of me, joan, mervin, alex n wee chong...
we were so freaking bored
dat we started watching kids central shows
e.g. sesame street, make way for noddy, lazytown etc.

3. mahjong gang
well, play mahjong lor...
4. PSP gang
play PSP lah...


it was lunchtime,
yet still raining...
we tried calling WX 2 buy chicken rice back for everyone
(as WX went out for job interview earlier)
but he din haf enuff cash wif him...
so after much discussion,
we ordered canadian pizza...


now de scariest part of de whole chalet...
we actually ordered 10 boxes of pizza,
n guess how long we took 2 clear everything?
de ans: less than 15 mins...
hungry ghosts sia everyone...
lol...


we continued our gang activity until 8pm,
when we went to changi village for supper...
everyone seemed 2 be extremely careful,
esp. boys,
afraid dat our "1st times" would be given 2 de wrong person,
or i should say de wrong gender...
lol...


now everyone was split into 2 different grps again,
de bikers (those who rent bikes),
n de non-bikers (those who [of cos] din rent bikes...


TIMEOUT (short story 2 share):
wiley bought a cheap cheap rubik's cube,
n ziyang took it,
twisted de cube
n BOOM~!
de cube scattered...
everyone broke into laughter esp. chong ren,
cannot stop laughing...
so we went back n changed another one, of cos...


den wei shen bought a "chak tay"
(paiseh, dunnoe how 2 spell)
n guess wat...
zi yang destroyed it in de chalet...


both incidents was coincidental
n it wasn't on purpose...
zi yang so suay sia...

ok, back to topic...
after everyone got back into de chalet,
settled sown a lil bit,
we gathered in de room for a care-n-share session...


everyone were 2 say express their tots on de 2 yrs we've been tgt...
n everyone became pretty emotional...
some even cried,
e.g. tze yang, tian jun n esp. joan
whose words were choked in her mouth...


actually i had more things to say,
i believe,
but i juz couldn't think dat much on de spot...
so maybe next time i post a special 4B dedication?

DAY 3 (06/12)
everyone got up pretty early...
we had 2 tidy de whole place up b4 we checked out...


after everything was done,
me, joan, tian jun, jill n ziyang sat at de dining table,
n started eating milo powder...
yes u din see it wrongly,
its milo powder...
den tian jun tried eating de milo powder wif kaya,
i gave it a try too,
it tasted like kaya lor...


we checked out,
n headed down changi village again,
dis time for breakfast...


after breakfast,
we went for a stroll at changi beach,
which was freaking dirty...
while others were playing frisbee,
me n de rest chit-chat at de shelter...


finally it was time 2 leave,
n we confirmed our next 4B gathering...
from dere,
me, derrick n wiley went separate ways from de rest alrdy...


dis is gonna be quite mushy,
but i haf 2 say it...
i actually started 2 miss every single one of u, 4Bians '07,
immediately when de cab drove away...
all de memories of us being tgt as a class kept appearing in my mind...
i had a lot of fun wif u ppl...
i'll always rmb de times we slack tgt,
we play tgt,
we study tgt,
we crap tgt,
we do every small little things tgt...


lastly, i would 2 thank u guys
for making my upper sec life
a meaningful,
fruitful,
interesting one...
i really really cherished it very much
n i will definitely rmb everyone of u deep in my heart...


thank u 4b...
really thanks u...