OVERSLEPT FTW!

totally late for ITAB today!
instead of guilty, I felt super great like never before!
HA!

Now Playing - Love Me For A Reason by Boyzone
okay, this song is super super old, released in 1994.
but it's damn nice, dude!
"Love me for a reason, let the reason be love."
How sweet! Wait, am I becoming gay or something? =X


saw this pic from "ah neh jie jie" Joanie's (yes, this is her name. LOL!) blog
and it really brings back a lot of memories.

here's a very very very very stupid clip to share.
WARNING: DAMN LAME VIDEO AHEAD

































































































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LOL! superly duperly lame, can!
haha! miss those times we did stupid things together.

god. I'm just very hyper these 2 days, man.
random end! toodles! WOO!

"you don't give a damn about anyone,
which is why no one gives a damn about you."

nice huh? not targeting anyone at all,
just find this quote very interesting!

and good news good news good news
in the house, man!
IDEA is history!
YES YES YES YES YES!
no words can describe my feelings man!
all the cells in my body are simple jumping for joy!
two words, "SONG BO!"
HA!

finally some things to cheer me up!

first things first,
I CAN ACCESS MY PHOTOSHOP!
real thanks to Mr Tan Ping Kong, man!
and damn that Surojit, everything also don't know.

up next, trip to KRANJI!
went back to my home again,
this time for the Poly Talk.

just remembered last year I signed up for the Poly Talk,
and ended up pon-ning the talk =P
now it was my turn to give a talk,
retribution, huh?

okay, back to the topic.
quite sadly, I was outnumbered by the NP-ians.
1 of me, 5 of them.
but it was fun! great experience.
and it was nice to see some familiar faces, like the Sec 5 people, Doreen And Gin.

and I saw MY FAVOURITE MISS RATNA!
had a wonderful joking session with her.
so disappointed that I'll not be seeing her on Teachers' Day and Graduation Dinner 2008.
but she said Hari Raya and Christmas. LOL!
December sia, so long. but it will be worth the wait.

after which, I and Stozer had a mini frisbee match with the juniors.
felt great, though everything seemed so disorganised.

3rd stuff,
I've bought my own capo!
WOOT!
now I can call many many songs, with original keys!
YAY!

haha. gonna go now,
chiong my A1 panels and tomorrow will be an important day.
IDEA presentation.
I wonder why such a low-weightage module can make everyone so panic.
LOL! and ya, wearing formal tomorrow. WOOT!

ouch!
the stupid ulcer deep down under my tongue!
it's been there for days, and I'm having a serious problem eating. *sob*

and I think I'm down with a fever again.
damn, how can I fall sick at this point of time?
I'm having a presentation this Tuesday and I'm down with an illness.
how can?!
*cough cough*
damn, it seems to be getting worse every second.

and I'm still pretty angry with myself
for missing the frisbee competition organised by SPSU.
I believed everyone had fun, but I could only sit at one corner and watch.

and my beloved laptop showed me her hot-tempered attitude too.
couldn't boot my XP yesterday,
and it underwent a re-format. lost all my important programmes.
SPSS, Adobe Suite especially Photoshop.
how am I supposed to continue my stupid A1 panels!

I think my luck these days ain't good at all.
LADY LUCK, where the hell are you?!
things just seemed to be difficult for me
and I tend to be very pessimistic towards everything around me.
just feel like breaking down, but I don't even have the strength to do it.
yes, MX is right, I'm freaking emo.
but I can't help it!

If only you can be by my side. If.

"good-friend-turned-stranger"

it's only the 2nd day of the week
and things has already been so hectic for me.
just finished with the MOB report,
and here comes IDEA presentation.

because of my "good luck",
I caused my group to have this great opportunity
to showcase our presentation next week.
felt so damn guilty, man.

sometimes I reflect upon some things I've been doing.
being the leader of the team.
why must it have to be me when it comes to the selection of group leader?
is it purely sabotage, or people really see the leadership in me?

I know myself best, I seriously think that I'm a cowardly bastard.
but why me?
what's more, being the group leader seems to be different in poly than in secondary school.
in secondary school, the leader is to simply guide the team and do some administration stuff.
but now, things ain't the same.
the leader not only must do the things I've mentioned,
the work load seems to be doubled.

I can hardly find anytime to take a deep breath, really.
things are becoming so packed together,
projects, presentations, reports, tests, CCA, personal life.
it's so difficult to manage all these at one time!

how I wish I could go back to the good old days.

let's recall the question I've asked last question.
"Is the ERP elastic or inelastic?"

and the conclusion we came out with is:
"ERP cannot be elastic nor inelastic!"
why?
"Because that's no demand for it at all!"
HA!

struggling with my ECONS revision, man.
just can't concentrate at all,
but at least I'm done with my "Concept of Elasticity" (:
plus I've still got IDEA mind-map and MOB report to rush.
how I wish I could have an extra head and extra pair of hands. =X

yesterday was the day for Secret Operation "A".
"A" for Alex.
haha. it's actually Alex's birthday celebration lah, LOL.
long long story, too tiring and time-consuming to narrate.
but it was still a success.
will post pictures once I get them.

that's all for now 1st. toddles.

100th post! WOOT!
haha. actually it should be 146th post.
hard to explain but er. ya.
LOL!

had EC and STATS tests yesterday.
EC, basically talking lots and lots of crap.
STATS, my god.
simply unexpectedly easy! unbelievable, man!
maybe that's how the school compensates us for doing the re-test.

few days back, Wee Chong asked a very very interesting question.
"Is ERP elastic or inelastic?"
HA! this shall set you people thinking.

going for Alex's birthday celebration later.
gonna prepare 1st.

STATS MAKE ME SO DAMN FREAKING SICK!

thanks to that dumbass lecturer who compromised that stupid STATS paper,
we have to do a re-test.
which means I have to revise all over again.
hell, man!

*sigh*
this has been a tough, tough week for me, man.
PACC, screwed.
Wednesday frisbee, didn't attend.
Both ankles, pain coming back.
MOB, report, double work some more.
IDEA, mind-map.
B.O.O.K, need to practise with those stupid chords which is like so difficult to play.
ECONS, CA2 coming up and not much time left to revise.
now who says poly life is slacking?
he/she deserves one tight tight tight tight tight slap from me. =X

it's not only school life which screws me upside down, man.
emotionally, I all messed up as well.
let's not talk about it until time has ripe and I'm ready to say.

gonna mug my dumbass STATS now.
till next time, peeps.

I thought everything was back to normal.
But that wasn't the case.
All has changed. All.
I'm just too naive.
I thought just by a simple message could cheer you up.
I thought just by sweet-talking could please you.
I thought just by being by your side when you are facing trouble could win your heart.
I was all wrong. I was too childish. I was too simple-minded.
I was just... too immature...

I think everything was just a dream back then. A dream.
Dreams are just imaginary. I can enjoy what want, what I like all in there.
Too bad, I'm living in reality. Reality is cruel.
Reality takes away all one's hope. One's happiness.
One's dream.

Maybe I've made a promise far too early.
or I should say, far too long instead.
Today, this very day.
I saw the truth. Everything, no doubt.

Promise? It's nothing but a lie.
What is a promise?
It's nothing. It's worthless. It's just a piece of crap. That's all.
Glad that I realise that promises are meant to be broken today.
Promises. It's just like a stalk of rose.
Beautiful but harmful.

Today was a bad day for me.
I simply flunked my PACC CA2.
Damn.

I was confident at first,
happily doing the P&L statement and I realised I left out "Sales Returns".
So thinking only 5 minutes had past, still have plentiful of time,
so rd-did everything again.
25 minutes later, real nightmare began.
I was stupid enough to spot that I actually had to do it in T-format.
So pissed off with myself.

Thank God, someone managed to cheer me up
with all those words of encouragement that I used to tell her.
So, "Hey thanks a lot, Crazy Girl!
See ya in 3 months' time!"
Ha!

I really, really love this song so damn much
and I just can't stop listening to it, man!
and the lyrics, beautifully written.
let me share it with you peeps.

Sorry - Buckcherry
Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

and I wanna dedicate this song to this special someone, you.
I'm terribly sorry for being cold and quiet towards you.
and the sudden pause of all my crap and sweet-talking must have shocked you, I think.
I've been busy with my stuff and neglected you, regardless in class or on MSN.
the most I did was just a split-second smile or a short glance and that's all.
I feel really, really guilty for my behaviour and attitude towards you.
and I realised I've been missing you real hard every single day.
thinking about those days we crapped, chit-chatted, shared problems,
especially the times when you were having trouble with your ex
and I felt super useless that I couldn't even do anything to help,
not even a simple consoling or comforting.
I felt we are just two people at extreme ends.
I know I've changed and I hope everything will be back to normal soon.
I ain't gonna do all these no more. I promise.

now playing - Sorry by Buckcherry

just some random thoughts.
I realised that my tagboard is pretty inactive
and er, dinner was good.
random enough? HA!
of course not about all these crappy stuff for goodness sake.

I cannot believe how small this world can be.


few days back, Yang Zhi told me that his classmate...
is actually Melissa's boyfriend.

today, I discovered that Tom and Shi Shi from SPU...
are actually classmates of Shi Hong.

very long ago, Xian Feng told me he knows Yang Zhi,
he knows Zehang, he knows almost everyone I know in Unity Primary.

one of my Unity Primary schoolmate so happened to be...
Zhi Jie's classmate.

etc etc etc.
so, how small can this world be!


haha! actually I have nothing to blog,
but just trying to find some activity to kill boredom.
the other day, I browsed through my music folder.
so today, I looked through my photos folder
and recalled some beautiful scenery which could be seen from my house
and now it's becoming rare these days.

so just some pictures to share, and pardon me for the quality of the pictures.
(1st, I'm not a professional photographer
and 2nd, I used my phone to take them, not even a proper camera) |:











not bad, huh?
if I had my own camera, it would be better.
okay, that's another item in my shopping cart! woot!

and I'm quite envious that both my siblings had just changed their phones.
both touch-screen some more! argh!

Elder brother - Samsung F700


2nd elder sister - Samsung F480


damn damn damn!
regretted to change my phone so soon!
but "什么都早知道, 早就发财咯!"
translation: "if you know everything beforehand, you would have already been rich!"
haha. quite dumb, but true enough though.
HA!

damn again! it's only 2-3 weeks after the MST,
and now comes CA2! it's a double DAMN!
but never mind, no fear.
gonna mug with Derrick tomorrow
and Moday will be TTTKA!
Time-To-Totally-Kick-Ass!
HELL YEAH! :D

tired, exhausted, sleepy.
these are my conditions right now.
yet I still make an effort to blog before I go.
so, cheers for that!

was browsing my music folder
and realised I have hell lot of songs that I've never even heard before.
and so happened that I came across this song, which is playing currently in my blog.
"Fly Away From Here" by Aerosmith.
pretty beautiful lyrics, and the unique voice of Steven Tyler.
somehow reminds me of "I Don't Want to Miss a Thing" though.
haha.

as for academics, not too bad yet not too good either.
PACC is still understandable but Econs is just foreign language to me!
Stats, need not talk much about it, I think.
"Go lecture also don't understand, don't go lecture also don't understand, might as well don't go lecture and waste your time there!" Ha!

Frisbee?
er. forehand throw improved but backhand throw sucks like nobody's business, I can say.
and I start to lose the sense of belonging and passion for this CCA,
even have thoughts of quitting sometimes.
but thinking back, Jaryl and Wynn were right.
"This will happen whichever CCA you go."
hence, I promise myself to persist and not to let everyone down.

however, didn't manage to train with the team today due to an eruption of an old injury.
pulled my calf muscle during the match on Wednesday
and somehow extended to my long-sprained ankle
which I didn't bother to take good care of.
I think someday my legs will be amputated, just a matter of time.

and did I mention about the rivalry store of Botak Jones?
haha. It's called "Pilcollo" if I'm not wrong
and it's just the other extreme end of the coffee shop!
directly opposite Botak Jones! LOL!
tried it just now and I can say, the competitor is strong, man!
the food is damn good!


my pasta, the shared pizza and Wei Shen's pasta.


Derrick's baked rice.

all these for $30.50 and I think it's quite worth it as compared to Botak Jones.
maybe 'cause tired of Botak Jones and this is something new.
give it a try, man. it's really worth the money.

looking at the pictures makes me hungry for more. ha!

new blog skin!
SONG DAH!
kudos to Mervin!

"I owe you a meal, MY FRIEND~!"
lol.

this may be the last post before I change my skin again ):
haha! so emo sia!
so a message to everyone.
"Remember. Save ourselves. Save our homes. Save Mother Earth."

another video to share again.
but this time, it's something different.



haha! GOD! this video brings back tonnes of memories, man!
if I'm not wrong, this was taken during secondary 3 after the Choir concert by Yours Truly.
really, really missed those days when we went crazy together.

and not forgetting today, the MINI-4B-GAY-PARTY!
WOOT!
haha. had a very wonderful dinner with this great bunch of people.
had a nice chat, laughing almost throughout the meal, stealing fries, clearing unfinished food.
but, sadly no pictures, if not it would have been perfect.

and that's not all. we actually played "Blind Mice" at the playground nearby!
just imagine 10 JC/Poly guys running and climbing here and there in a small playground.
and we attracted quite a lot of attention.
haha! a bit "paiseh" sia.

despite playing a stupid childhood game, we had lots of fun, man!
but unfortunately, the clock struck 10 and all of us were like,
"DAMN! tomorrow got school sia! faster go home!"

and before I forget. this playground is just beside Pei Tong Primary School,
which was my former primary school before being transferred to Unity Primary.
can't recall much memories there, as it is now a newly- and nicely-built campus.
no more the old and collapsing-anytime building anymore.
and partly because I only studied there for 3 years which I was like only 7 to 9 years old?
how can I remember so much, man! haha.
missed those days in Clementi, but too little to cherish, I was just a innocent little boy then.

okay, I think I'll start crying soon if I continue. kinda emotional post here. haha!

wah damn tired sia!
actually wanting to go to bed already,
but the urge for blogging is overwhelming.
so ya.

1st of all (okay, the following content is expired already,
so many people posted about it before me. damn!),
DBA/FT/1A/02 emerged 2nd position in the President's Challenge Fund Raising!
WOO!


wah sibeh chio ah!

next up, MST results!
only managed to get back 2 of the 5 papers.
but I did fairly well for both, I suppose.
well, "a good head start is halfway to success". haha.
direct English translation, if you get it.

followed by, Back in Ultimate training!
it feels so damn good to run on the fields again,
especially when you are showcasing your new cleats!
haha. but I doubt anyone noticed.
and yes! official Handlers training!
hey, don't think the Handlers are slacking while the Mids sprint like mad out there.
squatting and kneeling left and right is tiring, okay!
haha. lots of fun. and gonna train real hard, man.

so that's all I gonna say.
changing my blog skin real soon,
once I send some things to someone.
so stay tuned, peeps!

blogging live from MOB lesson! WOOT!
haha. yet another overdue post.

tonnes of things happened recently!
MST, Xian Feng's birthday, CFN (back to Kranji)!
of course, there's disappointment. but joy and fun balances everything out.

haha. well, since there's actually much to blog about,
let's watch some videos!



the long awaiting Red Alert 3 is here! SONG BO!
haha. gonna buy the original disc, man.



this is the one which makes me more excited than Red Alert 3 does.
DIABLO 3! HA!

and congrats Derrick for officially becoming part of the SP Ultimate!
WOOT!

random post yet again. :P