i juz cant figure out y...

y others can quit their jobs so easily?
y cant i?
y muz i face so many problems quitting my job?
y muz i make such a stupid promise at de start?
should haf followed my bro's advice earlier...
now i'm really, really regretting...
i'm in de middle of nowhere,
n i dunnoe wat to do...
should i or should i not?
i really cant make de decision...

wats more,
i'm working wif my friends!
MY FRIENDS!
my friends r more like my family
than my own one...
they ain't any bad ppl!
i know them BETTER THAN U DO!
so wat is dere to be afraid of!
I JUZ DUN GET IT!!!

i noe wats best for me...
i'm not afraid of de outside world...
even if i get bullied or "eaten up" outside,
at least i will noe dat de outside world
isnt very nice...
at least i will haf an experience n
i'll be more cautious next time i work...
y doesn't everyone think it dis way?

now wat everyone is trying to tell me is,
"aiya,
2 to 3 mths ltr u'll be starting school alrdy,
y not continue working here lah?"

but dis is not wat i wan!
i can do tonnes of things in 2 to 3 mths!
i can make it fun!
i can make it fruitful!
i can do many more other stuff
other than being trapped inside de bar
blending those stupid juices,
washing those stupid cups...
i wont learn much doing de same things everyday!
do u wan me to be successful person when i grow up?
if yes,
DEN LET ME GO!

I'M JUZ SICK WIF DIS KIND OF LIFELESS WORK!
GOT IT?



phew,
looks like my blog is de only platform
to let out all my frustrations...
well,
let's not tok bout de sad things alrdy...

went out wif stone, wx n xindi
for more job seeking...
i brought my monday-friday classified along
but they rarely come into use...
waste my effort...
*sob*
lol... jk...

headed to Jurong CPF Building
n went for an interview in Recruit Express (RE)...
it was a relaxing one,
never had an interview like dis b4...

when we left off,
we saw KELLY Service (or smth like dat)
juz rite beside RE...
but we din go in...
we juz went down n flipped our papers again...

shortly,
we decided to gif Kelly a try...
so, we had to register wif de security uncle again...
den we were discussing,
"wat if RE call us while we having interview in KELLY?"
we tot it was a joke...
BUT IT REALLY HAPPENED!!!
RE really called us while we having interview in KELLY!!!
wat a coincidence!
lol...

den we had lunch in a korean restaurant in JEC
n headed to beauty world for POOL SESSION AGAIN!
met hong da dere...
n had quite a bit of fun,
at least i helped me to erase
my troubles off my mind...

all in all,
it juz feels great to go out wif my good friends...
juz hope dat i can leave my work asap,
haf a short rest,
n haf u guys working wif me together...