I thought everything was back to normal.
But that wasn't the case.
All has changed. All.
I'm just too naive.
I thought just by a simple message could cheer you up.
I thought just by sweet-talking could please you.
I thought just by being by your side when you are facing trouble could win your heart.
I was all wrong. I was too childish. I was too simple-minded.
I was just... too immature...

I think everything was just a dream back then. A dream.
Dreams are just imaginary. I can enjoy what want, what I like all in there.
Too bad, I'm living in reality. Reality is cruel.
Reality takes away all one's hope. One's happiness.
One's dream.

Maybe I've made a promise far too early.
or I should say, far too long instead.
Today, this very day.
I saw the truth. Everything, no doubt.

Promise? It's nothing but a lie.
What is a promise?
It's nothing. It's worthless. It's just a piece of crap. That's all.
Glad that I realise that promises are meant to be broken today.
Promises. It's just like a stalk of rose.
Beautiful but harmful.

Today was a bad day for me.
I simply flunked my PACC CA2.
Damn.

I was confident at first,
happily doing the P&L statement and I realised I left out "Sales Returns".
So thinking only 5 minutes had past, still have plentiful of time,
so rd-did everything again.
25 minutes later, real nightmare began.
I was stupid enough to spot that I actually had to do it in T-format.
So pissed off with myself.

Thank God, someone managed to cheer me up
with all those words of encouragement that I used to tell her.
So, "Hey thanks a lot, Crazy Girl!
See ya in 3 months' time!"
Ha!