back to blog.
the few days, I wasn't rotting at home.
'cause I'M WASTING MY YOUTH IN MY OWN HOUSE!
well, what's the difference? lol.
see? I'm so bored that I'm starting to become random. damn.
is it a good sign?

have been playing Maple private server for the whole day, I can say.
it's like totally freaking lifeless? Maple, HELLO!
MAPLE! IT HAS UPGRADED TO BECOME AN ANTIQUE AGES AGO!
and I'm still freaking playing MAPLE!
god! save me!

but one thing I must say, Maple private server is very inhuman.
in what sense? 500x EXP, 500x Mesos, 50x Drop Rate.
man, I reach level 60 plus in like half a day? LOL!
okay, it's completely lifeless. thanks. LOL!

it's been a week. and it feels weird somehow.

so what have I done for the past week?

1. collected my phone, and it's like FINALLY! but lost all my contacts, so do SMS your number when you see this message.
2. paid the phone bills this morning?
3. rotting at home, watching TV, playing PSP, using my laptop, what else? yes! doing household chores FTW! (damn these shits.)
   

sounds cool, huh? com'on! THIS SUCKS BIG TIME!
makes me feel like a good-for-nothing jerk at home. damn.

oh yes, my GPA. god, it sucks totally man!
damn, I somehow feel like a carpenter.
why? I'M FREAKING SCREWING MY LIFE UP!

and I think I've actually made a rather impulsive decision.
I'm starting to miss my teammates, my club, the running, the throwing, everything.
now then I realise that they are a bunch of great people.
seeing them so bonded really makes me envious.
it's a big loss for me. and it's too late to regret.

I wish I could go back, but I don't know if it's possible
for them to accept me again despite my selfishness and immaturity,
for me to take down my boots which I just hanged them up,
for my boots to get dirty again.

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thanks to everyone's concern. (:

phew! re-organising my links is tedious! LOL!
well, it looks a lot neater at least. (:

okay, let's see my schedule for the past few days.

TUESDAY: AT HOME.
WEDNESDAY: STILL AT HOME.
THURSDAY: STILL FREAKING AT HOME!

nice, huh? I didn't watch any movies except Harold & Kumar.
hey the 2 movies are freaking funny like hell lah! and obscene too.
no, no, no! it's not obscene. it's ART. LOL!
okay back to topic, I didn't watch anime. Just watching TV, playing PSP etc...
the only times I left house were to buy my meals and newspaper.
god, I'm worse than an OTAKU (geek, in case you don't know)!

maybe working soon, MAYBE.
at Derrick's favourite hang-out, Novotel.
remember that time when everyone was working
and I was so freaking emo, working all by myself,
while the rest were at Novotel. so sad ):

"How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melody"
haha. nice song, isn't it.

okay, I'm out from SPU1 and will not competing in the upcoming SIM Invitational.
due to some reasons, mainly because of my poor knee. ):
but I'll still be going for trainings to learn, to observe, to correct my mistakes,
to exercise and to get sun-kissed.
of course, on the competition day itself, I'll be there to cheer SPU on. (:
1 burden for me, 1 burden down for Huat Jin.

today is yet another "sian"-sation day for me.
slacking my whole day at home, doing the stupid household chores (damn),
got my hair cut (and I love it!) and my weekly guitar~
today's guitar lesson was rather fun, 'cause it was a all-guys lesson.
sorry, cannot say it here. SEXUAL CONTENT! WOOT!

I'm freaking becoming darker and darker!
yes, the font colour above is just like my skin colour now. love it.
I bet people will start mistaking me as malay in the near future. LOL!

didn't do much in training, failed to participate in the second scrimmage.
but play in the rain really felt so damn good! loving it, it's ADDICTIVE!
and touching the new discs makes me so "gian" lor! freaking nice to throw lah!
and I lost my lao-po chameleon,
she ran away from home after getting abused by so many people. ):

everyone is working/has worked during the holidays already,
and I'm still freaking JOBLESS!
what to do?
trainings for the upcoming SIM invitation are messing up my schedule.
maybe after the competition, I'll get a part-time job.
hope I can get a data-logger job.
sit until my ass rot, but looking at the pay cheque will stun you. easy money! $$$

nowadays I'm into this game, Combat Arms.



pretty cool game, something like CS.
but my stupid laptop is like, lag or something.
always kena owned before I can respawn and carry on.
gonna reclone my XP first and see how it goes.
maybe I can own some asses by then. WOOT! (:

okay, my post doesn't have a freaking flow at all! LOL!
everything is like so freaking random? LOL!

so there you have it!
the pictures I mentioned last post.
looks more like a family introduction of mine. LOL!
and my sister has great photography skills!
but too bad, she's really irritating at times, or all the time. can't help. opps!

okay, if you happen to go across Joan's blog,
she introduced this game called "Spot-the-Joan" or something like that.
so I shall do this game too, Bukit Style.
be prepared. it's freaking hard, believe me.




if you can spot all 16 Joans, you are so freaking pro!
even I myself could find a single one! so try it! LOL!

LOL! okay the picture in the previous post. Derrick didn't get it. damn. LOL!
so sad, and yes! I forgot to mention I look superly dark right!
I think "dirty" instead of "dark" lor. my tan too uneven. damn. LOL!
damn, I keep using the word "damn". damn. LOL!

back for blogging!

okay, first things first. SPU training camp, or SPU training "day" for me.
why? 'cause didn't attend the last 2 days of training due to some reasons.

so what happened on the only and very day?
er. 6 hours under the sun? more burnt than the Sunday Sentosa trip, duh.
and I'm like freaking "black" now, like Danial. opps!
great improvement on my backhand, which is superb! credits to Linus, my saviour!
and more stable throws on tight D, fast yet accurate decisions. strike and dump.



lol. poor illustration. Derrick should be able to understand, I suppose.
and hard D, home-away force D for mids, D for vertical stack.
and lastly and most importantly, COMMUNICATION.
haha. <3 SPU 1. okay, that's gay. LOL!
"Can means can. Cannot means can. To play, to win, to enjoy."

fast-forward to today, which is just now.
tried to get my phone back but the person told me that it still can't be collected
'cause they need to replace a cable and that cable is out of stock -.-
so no choice! have to wait for the stupid SMS.

dinner at some restaurant in Jurong East
to celebrate my nephew's and my mum's birthday.
should post some pictures once I get from my sister. (:

p.s.: lazy to edit colours. LOL!

SHAG AH! lol. (:

yesterday was a freaking tiring day!
class outing at Sentosa! but why everytime class outing also at Sentosa? LOL!
met at Lot 1 McDonald's in the morning, and I was late. ):
forgot to bring my class jacket halfway.
BUT I was the 5th to reach despite late for 30 minutes. LOL!
headed to Sentosa once everyone reached.
and Joan was so sad that she was the only girl, got "pang-seh" by the other girls.
so bad hor, they all? LOL! (:

no pictures for the Sentosa,
'cause our favourite photographer, Miss "Xiao Hei" Rachel, wasn't there.
but I believe everyone had fun!
volleyball, disc-throwing, beach ultimate, soaking in the sea water
or kena thrown into the water like me (:
5 hours of exposure in the lovely sun! got sun-brunt a lil bit.
but SUN BURN! the pain is shiok! lol.
sounds sicko sia. LOL! (:

afterwhich, bathing time! a group of 5 of us,
namely me, Mun Kit, Tian Jun, Chong Ren and Tze Yang,
had a imaginary friend out of nowhere called "Johnny"
who stays in Costa Sand Resort beside the beach.
we called "him" but "he" didn't pick up the phone.
so we waited for someone to come and open the gate.
finally, someone freaking came and we called "Johnny" not to come down anymore.
had a great time showering. no squeezing, queuing whatsoever.
and when we were done, the stupid "Johnny" still didn't answer us.
so we had no choice but to climb over the fence. LOL! (:

dinner at some steamboat restaurant behind Daiso at Vivocity
with the two 4B '07 mentors!
the beloved Miss Ng and the "forever 21-year-old English HOD who can't spell",
also my shi-fu, Miss Lai!





I think i love this Photobucket slideshow more and more.
damn useful lah. LOL!
thanks to Miss Lai for the pictures and feeding me so much chicken meat.
LOL! I felt freaking bloated yesterday, that's why I love my shi-fu so much! (:

today was a happy day as well!
spent my day with none other than Miss Ah Neh Jie Jie, Joan! LOL!
took my sick phone to the "clinic" at Wisma Atria.
when I saw the queue I was like, "wah die, confirm take very long."
but it ended in 5 freaking minutes. LOL!
should be getting it back on Wednesday.

since it was still early to go home sweet home,
we walked to Far East to try to get my heavily injured PSP for medical treatment.
and again I thought it would take weeks to be done.
but the guy told me he just needed 10 minutes. LOL!
so I and Joan walked around Far East with some food,
talking about the 5th floor chicken rice, talking about our family,
talking about Chinese New Year. and for goodness sake, it's mid-autumn now,
so don't get confused. LOL!
and now I HAVE A PSP! I mean, MY PSP HAS OFFICIALLY RECOVERED!
3 cheers for that! (:

went to Heeren for window-shopping
and all the way to Plaza Singapura for dinner, or should I say, my dinner.
when at the bus stop, we coincidentally met Mr Wee Chong! LOL!
he just got out from his job and kept complaining about his job on the bus. lol.
1st day only like that liao. lagi jialat sia. LOL!

tomorrow is the frisbee camp. can't stay overnight 'cause of guitar lesson.
Sweet Child o' Mine. HERE I COME! (: